March 2009
I just hope i wont bump into anyone else tomorrow while walking to school, and end up walking to school with them because honestly, i just dont like to walk with anyone especially in the morning. It’s the start of the day, and i prefer to be alone and not talk a lot nor laugh, but to think.
You may be like, “eleh.. step thinking only..” but seriously, just stfu.
I cant wait for...
I just played Lode Runner. It was a game that i used to play, on a red and blue thingy with an X in the middle that was like an xbox because there was an X in the middle and the shape was like a box.
Oh man, it’s so cool to play all the games that i used to play. Hahaha. I played, bomberman and popeye too. Lol =.=
Early Childhood Education (if i fail maths)
Nursing (if i pass maths)
Pharmacy Science
Biomedical Science
Child Psychology & Early Education
Biomedical Technology
Business and Social Enterprise
Mass Communications
Optometry
Business Studies
I dont know how many choices of courses we must have, but let’s just say we need 10, these are my 10.
I was supposed to fast yesterday, but i totally forgot.
I’ve decided to change my mind. I’ve decided to not follow Sheryl, Juliene, Wei Lun and Jeremy (and if there’s anyone else) to Macdonald for break fast on this Saturday. And only for one reason : IM GETTING FAT.
Anyway, my mom is almost done with the shortening of my number one skirt. Yeaya. I am actually in the...
It’s not that you’re attractive but, oh, my heart grew active when you came into view.
Stacey Kent - I’ve Got A Crush On You.
Tell me what you dream about when no one is there to catch you smile. Is it something warm ? Something delicate ? Your working hands feel quite like stone but still seem soft and sensitive, when compared to your heart.
There is no one left on this earth to impress so please come back home. Twenty years have passed since i have heard you sing that life is good. Now i’m losing hope…. so...
Oh man, im so not gonna be able to sleep tonight.
I brought Chanel into my mom’s room, and i hugged her tight till we slept. Lol. That is how good Chanel is as your afternoon sleeping partner. You can cuddle her, so it’s like you’re sleeping with a furry thing.
When i woke up, it was already 6:46pm. Haiz.
Anyway, things to do today : Chemistry 10 year series, and print...
Just got back from HTA.
The six of us, squeezed into Mr Yeo’s car. I didnt realise how small the car is inside. Tsk.. tsk. Before that, we all waited in Mr Yeo’s office and for some reaons.. Bryan, Zul, Kevin, Adib and Danial were outside the general office. Then they saw me inside Mr Yeo’s office, which apparently is the counselling room since Mr Yeo is our school counsellor.
...
Saturday F.
Instead of studying for my Social Studies test, i played a couple of nintendo (1980s) games. And i’ve finally, found a game that used to love, and i played it a lot and it’s called Hudson’s Adventure Island. Lol.
Then, i also played Battle City which was also one of my favourites besides Mario. And Tetris. Haha.
I still prefer Dreamcast to Xbox and all the Playstations.
It was a dream that we could be together, forever.
Tomorrow is Monday, and im already feeling nervous just thinking about it eventhough i know there wont be any CIs but being in HTA makes me nervous, in a good way.
I’ve not studied for my Social Studies test. Haiz.
I cant wait for this Saturday. However, nervous because it’s the preview. Tsk dammit. Bye, i wanna play donkey kong.
Seriously loh, donkey kong drives me nuts !
Level one is like, level ten. I’ve tried like a hundred times but still cant get through level one. Wtf. It was only after like the 20th try, when i realised that Mario could jump. Press space =.= erkkk.
Haiz, waffle crisps smell so nice.
(okay paiseh ! paiseh !)
Anyway, the only reason why i decided to go for the flag day...
I watch you silently Did i see you look back at me? A quick smile passes bettween us but i must look away from your deep blue eyes sucking me in your so amazing my vampire boy yea, thats what they call you youd probubly laugh and thats what i like about you your so outgoing livin’ in the moment just like ive always been ready to jump off that cliff youd come come right behind me i watch you...
I feel like reading poetry.
F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.F.Farith.
Im currently wearing my ultra short pinafore, because my original one, is already in the laundry basket. I dont want to re-wear it. It’s gross to re-wear it, after being overlapped with other people’s dirty clothes for hours.
BUT IT’S TRUE.. OH SO TRUE. I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE THAN I DID BEFORE, OH DARLING, WHAT I CAN DO ? BECAUSE YOU DONT, LOVE ME. AND I’LL ALWAYS BE,...
Wtf la ft. Dont make your problem, my problem. Now then tell got flag day tomorrow. Stupid. If i did not ask CY and if he did not, “just go la” i wouldnt even bother to find out about the details.
There is a high chance of me being alone tomorrow. Because, i dont think the twins are coming, and i’ve just messaged them to say that im going and it’s like almost 10:30pm and...
I just cant stop. I feel the need to talk more about what happened in HTA. But i’ve done it all.
Oh yeah, i’ll be getting 4 tickets for anyone who wanna attend the actual NPAP on April 18. I seriously do not want that day to come. Everything’s gonna be crappy for me if i dont know something.
Well anyway, 4 tickets. You can come. You can see F. Heh. Chinese-y face, the one on...
Dont step anorexic.
I’ve been there before. It’s just the feeling of nervous-ness that killed your appetite for days. Ugh.
During recess :
“I dont understand, fucking speak English !!”
Two sec 3 councillors chased us away from the staircase. Wtf. We are the minorities. We do not have any seats in the canteen. Where else do you kidz expect us to eat ? We’re not even allowed to eat at the steps near the PE room.
Seriously. Just, spare us some thought.
Plus, we’ve been seating...
Today sucked okay. The reserved did absolutely nothing. We sat at the grand stand for like, forever. But i did get to see F. But not as much, and F didnt take our attendance today. Instead, another CI took our attendance.
Because F was busy practicing his drills with MCCW and another CI.
F was really cute when he told us to put the red ball on our poles, just to make it look nicer. Psh hahaha.
...
Yay omg it’s Friiiiiiiidayyyyyy ~
Anyway, i checked the schedule and realised that, there really isnt any training from next Friday. So it didnt get cancelled, because they didnt make any training for that day. Rightttttttt.
I’ll be having Maths, Art and Mother Tongue lessons today. It’s gonna be a very boring school day. I’ve yet to complete my corrections for Mother...
Well, I do not know you yet, I do not know you yet, You don’t know my baby, honey, But I found you, Just in time to save my life, I found you, Just in time to same my Friday night
- TG’sAT
I think i have like more than 1200 calories in my body. Ugh. Blame Sakura =.=
I have to Puasa on Monday. I dont care, even if i have to go to HTA after school. It’s a must. I have to lose weight, dammit.
My mom and sister think that i should go with it. But i think, i dont have the courage :[ and i dont want to make a fool of myself if everything does not turn out the way i wish it would...
Some people think i look older than my sister. But some people still think that i am Sec 3. I am definitely offended by the first one. So apparently, i look old. What ? I look like 19 or something ?! >:0
During school :
I got really irritated during Mr A’s class. He wrote down the points on the white board. Fine, good enough, but he keeps blocking and standing directly...
I think F got Facebook. Hm..
Dammit. Next Friday’s training is cancelled. Wtf ! Straight away preview. Yeah, great. Ughghhghghh. Anyway, on the 30th march, we will be collecting our number one uniform. Hmm.. means, we’re going to HTA ! Yay.
I dont know why i like going to HTA. And it’s not because i can see NS men. I dont even care =.=
Alah school tomorrow.
To the grumpy CI :
WHY. SO. SERIOUSAHHHH.. ?!
“Where’s Nadia ?” - F, part trois.
*screams*FARRRRIIIIIIIIIITTTTHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*screams*
When i went down the bus, i got really nervous and my legs became jelly. When i was falling in, my leg became even more jellier. I couldnt really stand straight. Gah. Then when Farith took attendance. That was the best part.
He asked again ! Yeaya. I...
Yay. Yay. Yay. Yay. It’s Wednesday !! Haiz.
Lol seriously wtf is he saying.
Farith.
Right when from the moment when i met him, saw him, i said, “he’s gorgeous” and i fell.
“In the town there’s only he, who is as beautiful as me, so im making plans to woo and marry Crabstickz..” - Crabstickz.
Just a heads up, i’ll be screaming typing his name tomorrow. Yeah. And i promise you, there’ll be a longggggg post. As usual, on every training there will always be a special long post for i will have a lot to talk about. Hehe.
CI. CI. CI. CI. CI. CI. CI. CI. F.
I forgot about CI MCCW.
The traits I admire most in a person are compassion, a sense of humor, honesty, ambition and enthusiasm.
Wednesday. Oh Wednesday. F.
I really dont what else to talk about. All i have in mind is just that, i will get to see F tomorrow. That’s it.
So bye.
I’ve watched every single episodes of The IT Crowd, and i think i’ll be watching them all over again today.
But you open your eyes to the sky
And whisper
That you are so lonenly
You are so alone
You’re so alone
You’re so lonely, so lonely
- Yael Naim
I saw you standing infront of me.
(trainings) I hate break time.
The other day, we travelled home with the windows down from Tampines to Jurong West. Then i realised i got dreads. From the crazy wind that blew on my face and hair, causing my hair to slap my face.
18 April is coming nearer. It makes me sad. How :(
Hey F i know looks can be deceiving but i know.. ohhokayishouldstop.
Haha Amalu and Moss. Hahahaha. So same !
Watch. JUST WATCH DAMMIT.
Just like in the case of Saidi and the girlfriend, or whoever it was. Shafiqa, Shafina.. you know.. after recess.
I would definitely get my ass on an airplane to Ohio just for Mitchell.
