April 2009
But you know what ? Im in love with you. I know it sounds weird, but im just being honest.
My uncle brought home another kitten that he found at the expressway. Hahaha. I saw it. So small and so cute. But very ugly. Lol. I cant wait to go to their house. I wanna cuddle it.
It was a very long time ago since i carried a kitten, and it was Chanel but Chanel is a big girl now.
But she’s still a baby to me.
I really want to see those last few pictures of Gold Flag at night because...
Alamak, i miss his voice. When can i hear ?!
I used words that i dont even know the meanings like, kejasaan.
I was really sleepy when i was doing my paper. I answered the questions like.. anyhow. I made sure my handwriting was extra big for paper 1.
I have nothing.
Yesterday F was online on MSN. Got nervous but then he set his status to busy. Heh, so i got a reason for not talking to him. Haaaaaaa.. even though i want to, but ah. You know...
Dont fret, Cikgu Aisah Bte Sak Yok. I’ll make sure my handwriting today is exceptionally large. Just for you.
(ugh)
Yay tomorrow no school. I’ve yet to start on my art prep work for mid year.
I hate : ”hey, wanna meet ?” because it reminds me of something disgusting.
I prefer : “hey, wanna go out ?” because it sounds better.
It’s 9:00pm. It’s TV time. Got new Chinese drama, right ?????
Eh tau jugak orang ni.. (dont ask)
Seriously i think i want ice cream. Ahhhh..
His muscle tone isnt perfect but he’s decent. He’s worth it so i’ll stay ! His sense of style is lacking balance but with some structure, he’ll be perfect for me some day.
- Jake Bosci
Let’s not talk about the English paper. Because i dont want to.
Let’s not talk about Hitam puking on the floor. Because i dont want to.
Let’s not do anything. Just because.
Im giving him a day break. I always have negative thoughts. Listening to The Weight. I hope he would.
(well he better)
During recess, my friends and i went to the library. We went into the computer room....
In a few minutes time, i’ll be getting my ass off this chair. I wanna watch Fighting Spiders. I missed last week’s episode, damn.
Anyway, he’s offline now. Kinda relieved. I was tremblingggggggg just now. Pshhaha. But it went well. Less formal than the previous conversation. He talked a little bit more than last time.
Discovered a couple more things about him which is.....
Ni aku menyampah ni..
OMG ! Yes ! Another conversation. Heh. YESSSSSS !!!!! (im so scared. my heart is beating fast. im kinda trembling. i really dont know what to do. omggggg !!!)
Can i just say.. i like you. I know it sounds weird, but im just being honest.
Your Result: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Ngee Ann Polytechnic would be your ultimate choice! Located in Clementi with all the neighbourhood schools and being reputed for its business as well as mass communication courses. A campus with more than 4 eating places and partly jointed to UniSIM, where else do you need to go?
Hahaha of course.
Just got my mid year paper for Art. I really do not have the mood to be drawing right now. And i dont know what topic to choose. Either fashion, or obsession. Fashion is quite of a disadvantage, because i suck at drawing bodies.
For obsession.. i dont know. Maybe it can be easier. I’ll do about the internet. Imagine that the internet is a small box with only a red light on top and blinking...
The smells and sounds, who could forget ?
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFucker.
78%: Minah In Denial
The Minah Golden Rule: You are only a minah if you deny being a Minah. A Malay girl is by default a Minah, mana mau lari beb? You may dress in Zara/Topshop/River Island, you eat at nice restaurants and your room only holds Ikea furniture, but then once in a while, when someone in the train calls you a minah, do we hear a, “EH PUKIMAK KAU AR! SIAPA KAU PANGGIL MINAH...
It’s getting darker. YES ! PLEASE RAIN ! I miss the cold. I hear thunderstorms. YES !
I doakan for the twin’s grandparent, hopefully nothing really really bad happens.
I dreamt that Matt was my boyfriend. Definitely tall, skinny. Hooked arms. Wooo. We were on a mission. Kinda funny but i dont remember the details. I remember he wore black. Haha.
Then it all changed to NPAP. My parents drove me to HTA. It was right after school, and i realised that i forgot to bring my number 1. I went out of the car and i was like, “fffffffffuck ! ma !! i forgot...
Susan Boyle - singing sensation, an inspiration to all of us, “Gargle Garbage” #1 on iTunes, just ended the recession
Peirs Morgan - host, britain’s got talent, unhealthy obsession, would french kiss Susan Boyle, dirty son of a bitch, having a slow and painful death, losing a lot of blood,
“Bryan im not gonna lie. Im losing a lot of blood. And my life is playing before me...
“1, 2, 3, let’s fall in love.”
– Discotheque confusion
It’s really hot here. I feel like soaking in a tub full of ice. I will be going over to the east side today. Gonna do some grocery shopping. I dont really know why we’re going that far, but whatever. I love it there.
Fucking seriously just fix the fan !!!!!!!!!!
I have this feeling inside of me, and i cant put them into words to explain.
Oh, if you find youself amongst the lonely ones I will be waiting here with open arms
- Little Joy
You make me nervous. I thought i made it obvious but obviously i did not.
What ? So i am weak, i have bi-polar and my nickname should be Frankie the freak because i am strange ?
Hahaha. Wth.
I didnt paint much again today. LOL.
Shy and Quiet
The guy you attract will be a little shy at first, but the more time you spend together, he will open up to you and a strong relationship will form!
Lolololol. I wish.
I dont know what i did but my butt hurts. Like aching. Lol. Others feel the pain on their arms, after doing pull ups. I really pity Chanel sometimes, for not being able to escape from Himi’s arms.
She looks so.. urkkreurkk.
That little squirrel wants some freedom. Look at her. She’s batting her tail on the floor. Oh she’s pissed. But that does not make me NOT want to hug her....
“What if i never knew your name ?”
– Hellogoodbye
Dont you touch my boyfriend. He’s not your boyfriend, he’s mine.
Lol. I didnt know they have two new videos.
89. FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN MAKE YOU SMILE. NEVER LET THIS PERSON GO.
(via gotwisdom)
GZG : You know you're not raising your legs high enough.. right.. ?
N : Puck you sir.
GZG : What was that ??
N : I said, puck you sir. Puck you with a 'p' !
It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that we shouldn’t cross. Because love isn’t about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe, feeling sure about the future. It’s about scaring the shit out of every nerve in our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all the tears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it’s a hell...
“Nadia blushes a lot..” - Miss Azeanni.
Well, i’ve been lately. I dont know why. Especially when i hear the name ‘Farith’. It makes my heart beat faster, then.. y’know. Cheeks burning. Haiz.
We did our 5 stations today. Except for 2.4km. I passed all except for the ever-unpassable-station, standing broad jump. Wtf only 134cm ? Yeah but then, the guys were...
Kevin is irritating the hell out of me right now.
“My breasts would have been bigger but I had an eating disorder in year 8.”
– Ja’mie King 